Monday, October 19, 2009

life without my Love- Day 7a

Early in the morning, decided to post, because i cried whole morning, couldn't get a sleep. missed alot of my lessons too, can't wake up for sch if i sleep. headache, everyday, heartache too.
Maybe drinking can at least keep me less pain for awhile. headache is better than heartache,
i dunno how long i can survive, but i'll try, to hold on.
some day i'll have to study, i have to find another goal in mind. for now, i have none.
My mind is blank.
Practically blank besides YOU.
trying not to disturb you, not smsing you.

MAKES ME FEEL LIKE PUNCHING THE WALL EVERY MOMENT, HOW FAILURE CAN I B? FAILURE TILL I HAVE TO CONTROL NOT DISTURBING THE ONE I LOVE MOST.
WHY THINGS HAPPENED THIS WAY,

I WANT TO BE WIF YOU.
I DUN CARE WHATS STOPPING US
TELL ME,
TELL ME WHATS STOPPING YOU.
I WANT TO KNOW
I"M DYING TO KNOW,

BUT I'M AFRAID OF DYING BEFORE YOU TELL ME WHY
AFRAID OF DYING BEFORE U TELL ME "I love you laogong!" AGAIN
AFRAID I WILL JUST COLLAPSE ANYTIME,

SO, I won't DIE
i'll LIVE
Live To Make you love me again
Live To solve this problem

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