life without my darling-day 20

No point writing this anymore.
She, won't even care bout me
i'm so disturbing her
she will not miss me
only i'm missing her

U can choose to love, or not to love me,
i can only choose to love, or love more.
u dun think its unfair?
what can i do?
haix.

I dun wan to disturb your life anymore.
You won't miss me the way i miss you.
My heart hurts not to sms you.
not to see you
you felt the opposite,
maybe i should just let u stay happy.
let me just suffer.
You won't care.

My Life without you.
will never ever be complete.

life without my darling-day 19

Haix. Life is unfair..
we aren't meant to break at all.
we are suppose to do things together, solve problems.
Is it too late?
to tell u now?
YES.

Never will i be cherished.
never will i be important.
what can i do?
i'm useless
thats confirmed.
telling u don't love me seems like very easy to you.
to me,
its like shit.
everything u believe in becomes shit.
overnight
u don't understand me at all. what can i do?
Nothing.

So why must i keep holding on,
begging,
asking you to be with me
stay with me
"i love you"
its useless
U just do this to me straight away.

Once u said
"even if i don't love you, i will be with you"
Once u said
"i will love you forever"
NONE of your reasons fits with what u said.
Thats how bad things is.
But who cares?
I think all became my fault. haix.

To think about this shit.

life without my darling-day 19

This few days, too tired to care about anything.
even too tired to on my comp.
zzz
i worry for your results man.
cause i didn't cause ur bad results.
u were the lazy one.
i offered to help.
you rejected my help time and time again
now your results is bad.
we have to break up.
thats even worse.
haix.
why is world so unfair to me.
Why Can't Anyone Appreciate me.
i'm so sad.